In my travels I have searched for understanding and companionship. In the process, I awoke something ferocious inside of me—an intensity which is most likely not quite believable. My life has been an evolution of an unyielding, truly ardent existence. It has been filled with more than I ever could have imagined. We create our future, it can be anything we want it to be. This is our power. To forge the future and the life we choose. And this is done by what we have experienced in the past. Every second of our confused, lost lives, is a gift. We cannot change the terrible things which have already happened, but we can keep them in our mind, heart, and soul to discover their purpose and not let our pain be our end—while living our lives more beautifully than what anyone thought possible. Passions so rich and consuming they incapacitate. I feel people have fallen asleep to this. This supposed balance we have settled into, is my pain. I feel my life burning up before me, my skin, my blood, my soul, are on fire. An electric explosion surging constantly through my being, and I crave more. And I want to share it with you.